Our Life

One of the MANY things I am working on

2012-01-21T19:45:00.000-06:00

It is my mission to get this book done by gosh! I would like for it to NOT be a 10th birthday present. :)

Posts to come

2012-01-17T09:55:00.001-06:00

I have been slacking in many departments lately. I have a lot of things going on at the moment that have been making my head spin, along with being on the South Beach diet for two weeks. I have lost 8 lbs so I am not complaining, and will have more information on that in a future post.

Gymnastics is in full force. Pictures to come.

I miss my friends as well. I will be calling you guys soon to get together as a little girl time is always a sure bet healing procedure. I have sewing to do, organizing, cleaning, finish a long overdue photo book...

I will be talking to you guys soon! Maybe even tonight? ( I know..you are on the edge of your seats now)

We are getting married!!!!!

2011-12-11T20:13:00.001-06:00

On my 36th birthday 11-11-11 Mr. Fentiman got down on one knee at the Intercontinental hotel and asked me if I would marry him. Even though he couldn't hear me through the sobbing tears I said yes. On October 13, 2012 I will become Sarah Marie Fentiman and I am SO ready for that day.

We usually have a get away on our birthdays.. Mine November11th and his November 12th. So when I walked into the hotel room I thought nothing of the rose petals, candles, wine and chocolate dipped strawberries because he always does a phenomenal job of making our time romantic and perfect. So I walked up to the table to look at everything and then he grabbed my left hand... I turned around and at that point he got down on one knee! I immediately started sobbing. What a great guy. All of the pictures were taken with my cell phone, so I'm sorry for the quality but I wanted to share our moment with you.

He had the rose petals painted the colors I want for our wedding.. Well at least he asked for those colors. :) He also matched the candles and the sugar on the strawberries. Didn't I tell you that he was good????

He proposed using the ring box that my mom's wedding set came in with a loaned ring. The next day we went to pick mine out... I got to wear my diamond with a loaned band until my band was ready. I got my official ring this past Thursday and I can't stop staring at it. It is SO beautiful.

Ignore the old hand and look at the Emerald cut diamond.. much prettier eh?

The assistant manager at Tivol , Wendy Sight sent me this picture once it was done. She went above and beyond for us and we couldn't have asked for more! Thank you Wendy!!!

News.. to come..

2011-12-01T18:21:00.000-06:00

I have news that I have been DYING to tell you... but I have to wait until next Saturday so that we can have a little show and tell. Until then I will leave you with a hint. Remember this dress? More to come.

Halloween 2011

2011-11-05T16:51:00.000-05:00

Madison still loves her some Halloween and this year her and Gracie ventured out together to get loads of sugary sweets. First observe the commercial then scroll down to the pictures. :)

I got in the spirit at work too!... PAC-MAN anyone????

All for one! Buddy walk 2011

2011-11-01T19:15:00.001-05:00

We had a blast last weekend at the buddy walk. Our friends Alayna and Rochelle however were very missed.. I would have had more fun if I could have loved on all of the little ones but I had a nasty cold that I didn't want to share. My mom, sister two nieces and nephew came along with us this year as well to join in the fun!

two peas in a pod...

"we are family"

Jace and Dad

LC didn't love KC Wolf

Got ya Courtney!!

whew... I think she's glad the wolf is gone!

Ms. Addy was there too!!

I tried to coax a smile from Aidan... stinker! But the little model next to him helped me out!

What a great day!

Why I volunteer for Heartstrings Community Foundation

2011-10-03T09:00:00.000-05:00

Just a glimpse of why I do what I do...

Discovery Cove Orlando

2011-10-01T10:11:00.000-05:00

While we were in Orlando we visited Discovery Cove. We saved up, we came, we saw, we conquered! They only took pictures while we were meeting and swimming with the dolphins so that is what you get to see. To be that close to ones of God amazing creatures was such a phenomenal experience. I would come close to saying that it was probably one of the best times of my life up until now. We also swam in their new grand reef with the sting rays, tropical fish and sharks! Well, the sharks were behind glass but when you were in the water they seemed like they were right there. The coral was so beautiful and once again I was in aw of what God has created.

The sting rays were a little intimidating at first because some of them were HUGE. Here is a link to see a video of what we experienced http://www.discoverycove.com/grandreef.aspx . We didn't do the walking on the bottom thing but WOW it was amazing.

The first family picture is with a small female dolphin named Catalina that is three years old and the next one is with her dad Capricorn.. He is over 700 lbs and around 40 years old. Capricorn is also a movie star!! He appeared in Jaws III but was a very humble guy. They told us that his size is not typical for dolphins so he is an Adonis of sorts and all of the ladies love him. The food was all inclusive so we snacked quite a bit as well.. ;) I want to go back now!

Peaches and raspberries and jam.... oh my!

2011-09-30T20:05:00.001-05:00

I went over to my friend Megan's house recently and we made jam! Why not take advantage of the super fresh produce that is super cheap at the moment. Neither of us had canned before, or at least alone before. Both of our moms had but our jobs were usually snapping the beans or cutting the tomatoes! We had a great time and man oh man is the jam good. We added a little cinnamon to the peach jam and it tastes like cobbler.. okay I must go now because there is a warm piece of toast upstairs begging for a little jam.

Round 2 is coming soon because we only have a couple jars left between the two of us!

Yes, that is the look of pride on our faces

Owen wanted to "help" as well... I can't even begin how to explain how this little boy melts my heart

Florida vacation pictures... coming soon!

2011-09-29T21:07:00.001-05:00

Wow we had fun! Here is a cell phone pic because I am still going through the 100's of images I captured while we were there.!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-09-21T08:00:00.000-05:00

Landon 3 months

2011-09-13T21:23:00.000-05:00

More to come on my photography blog. But here is a sneak peak of my latest photo session to make you smile.

Turning 12 and starting Junior High

2011-09-08T21:12:00.000-05:00

Where in the heck have the last five years went??? Madison is turning into a young woman and her father and I watch her grow daily. Sometimes I wish we could just press the pause button for a while because in three years when she starts High School I may lose it. We are so proud of her!

Her 12th Birthday party was a lot of fun and I once again got to put on my cake making hat. This year was all about the zebra print! I even made homemade marshmallow fondant that all of the girls loved. The "regular" fondant looks great but tastes nasty so I looked through a lot of recipes until I found the right one. Oh dear lord, next year is 13! anyone have that pause button???

Please spread the word

2011-09-01T16:20:00.000-05:00

Would you make that TWO? ( post from Two lives one journey)

Speaking to my Reece's Rainbow family, would you make it two if God asked you to? I write this post today with a heavy heart for my friend Taryn Seybold. Today is the day she withdrew from her adoption of Little Vika. The reasons are out of her control and to be honest it makes me so sad to think of the pain she must be feeling. Taryn and I have become very good friends over the past year and I know her heart; it is HUGE! I know that the love she has for Vika is huge and she wants nothing more then bring her home but God has different plans. I truly believe all of Taryn's love for Vika is not in vain. I believe her love has helped clear the path for her family to get her. Headed to region 14? Headed to Russia to save a little one already? Have room in your mini van for one more little 6 year old? Have room in your heart for the love of this Little girl? Her grant is huge her burden is little, please consider bringing her home too!

Maybe when you woke up this morning you weren't planning on adoption. Maybe it has never crossed your mind. I ask you now to help me find her family. Help my friend Taryn; help ease the pain of letting go. Vika's family is out there somewhere. She just turned 6 in May and she won't have much time left before she will be transferred. Please help me spread the word. Cross post this on your blog. She has little time. Here is what the orphanage says about Vika

"In the highest Volochek live girl – Vicky. The girl's alive, radiant blue eyes, a mischievous "tail", winning smile and open face. It is well built, childishly naive and coquettish – a child wants to love, embrace, lisping with him. Âèêóëÿ and she is always glad to new people, smiles all around, laughing loudly and zalivisto, fins and happy sitting on their hands. Wick – a lovely little girl, clockwork, energetic, affectionate and sociable, and in general, little girl, whose place at home, at the table with mom and dad, where you can happily talk down, sitting on a high chair, twist and tuck into cakes with apples …

In May 2005, in Tver maternity mom did not know that her daughter will be a bright and good, she thought that this child with Down syndrome becomes a burden and an object of ridicule, and therefore given it up …

Vike almost 3 years, her illness with proper care, attention and care can be greatly adjusted. And now it is not very different from their peers. Vikusya already said a few words, knows the names of animals and birds can show them the picture. Of course, it is not very assiduously in the classroom, her mood quickly changed. But she already knows itself to assemble and disassemble pyramids, cups-liners, understands the differences in the sizes of objects can draw straight lines and closed lines. Likes to play with the doll, feeding her, shakes and washes. Girl with easily imitate adults, able to dress with a little help, eating – not a bit careful, but herself, asking for a pot, washes her hands … She loves affection. Vika – a normal child.

SINGLE MOMS WELCOME! HIS

THIS WILL NOT BE THE LAST YOU HERE ABOUT LITTLE VIKA. I WILL ASK AND ASK AND ASK UNTIL SHE HAS A FAMILY.

The "R" word

2011-08-31T19:54:00.001-05:00

The “R” word… I have extreme issues with this word.. Everyone at my work place knows this and if they say it they always catch themselves and say I’m sorry I mean dumb. Really? I appreciate that they are trying to change their vocabulary, but it just solidifies that they use that word to = dumb or stupid. I got into a conversation with one of them and they stated that they would never use that word to describe a developmentally disabled person or say it around a disabled person. Huh? The word has become offensive and derogatory and by them saying they would never say it around a disabled person solidifies once again that it shouldn’t be used. I said so.. is it okay for you to use the “N” word as long as you weren’t directly talking about a person of color? Then it turned into an “apples and oranges” discussion that I knew would go nowhere so I decided to stop talking. They said that I am just sensitive due to the circle of people I have relationships with. Huh?

I see people, I see their abilities, I see the size of their smiles and the volume of love in their hearts. I don’t see disabilities ( unless it is the disability to see how offensive a word is ). I do not have a child or a relative with mental or physical disabilities so if this issue upsets me I can’t even imagine how upset those directly involved would be. My mother always taught me love and equality so sometimes I find it very hard to accept those who venture away from it. She also taught me that if you wouldn’t say it to someone’s face then don’t say it behind their back. To me selectively using the word in the presence of certain individuals shows that you shouldn’t use it at all. So I pray.. Please look at the images of some of my talented and beautiful friends below, ingrain their smiles into your brain, ingrain their kind eyes. Now next time you go to use that awful word think of them standing beside you.. Would you still use it?

What I've been working on

2011-08-20T18:15:00.000-05:00

Recently I met a really cute and fun couple and we had a blast! Here is a sneak peak of two of the images we captured that day.

Jealousy, envy and prayer

2011-07-18T21:52:00.003-05:00

Jealousy, envy and prayer...I have found myself praying a lot lately for a couple of the people in my life that I love and for myself. This is not a bad thing however I think that feeling sorry for myself is. I can't elaborate on things going on in my life right now for privacy issues however there is something. Due to the fact that I can't talk about it I'm sure that this post will be as clear as mud so I apologize ahead of time.

As I internalize, pray and ask for guidance through this thing in my life I find myself envious and jealous of others. I see others that have what I have always desired, those who seem to be living the dream. I know...the grass is always greener but it is tough to get past that ~~stupid~~ saying. Don't get me wrong, I love my life and I am thankful. I also love going to church on Sunday and the feeling that it brings to my soul, but lately I have been fighting back the tears during mass. It is strange but the last few sermons seem to be about me...Is God talking to me through Father? So I pray...

I don't ask a lot of the people in my life.. I never have. I don't want to be selfish, so the majority of my praying is going towards the others affected by this thing.. because they mean the world to me and their happiness means more to me than myself. However I am reaching out to you now. I am asking whoever reads this blog to pray for me and my family. God knows the details....

“Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid...for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”

Welcome Home Dariya

2011-07-13T21:01:00.000-05:00

I just got back from the airport... to meet Dariya! I had to share a few pictures tonight before I head off to bed. Enjoy!! (and I will post more this week) :)

One Less Orphan

2011-07-09T18:14:00.000-05:00

Praise Jesus for he is mighty and good!

All American Celebration/ Heartstrings Community Foundation

2011-06-30T20:02:00.002-05:00

The organization that I work with had their All American Celebration on Wednesday. It was hot, but we all still a great time. Truman the Tiger was there for MU and Baby Jay was there for the ~~chicken hawks~~ KU to celebrate with us. Oh and my friend Tyler had a great time flirting with one of the Chiefs cheerleaders, (I teased him for quite a bit after I took the below picture). The day was to celebrate all servicemen. There were fire fighters, policemen, active and retired military and state troopers all honored for their hard work and dedication. If you are around Overland Park, Ks next year in June.. stop by for free food, ice cream, cold drinks and celebration!

Maybe next year the ultimate mascot will show up.. Willie?? Where were you??

One of the sweetest people I know

Tyler AKA "Mack Daddy"
eyes up buddy.. caught ya!

Blake celebrating with ~~the chicken hawk~~ Baby Jay

I can't wait

2011-06-26T16:17:00.001-05:00

I am ready to see two beautiful sisters and one very proud big brother in these outfits. Hurry home little one!

2011-06-24T11:16:00.001-05:00

picture borrowed from Simplify blog

One line a day.. I am going to do it! I have a few OCD issues so I may need to start doing this on January 1^st because gosh for bid I have blank pages at the beginning of the book. What a great way to keep memories. You know, the memories that slip between the cracks. This book allows you to keep memories for five years and as we know a lot can happen in that amount of time. Five years… Maddie will be almost 17 and I will be almost… well who really cares how old I will be. How great would it be to sit back in five years or even a couple years into the journal and reminisce. Even if the journal says.. today I stubbed my toe and Maddie rolled her eyes at me because I was dancing in the kitchen while her friends were over. Why? Because those times will be gone, but not forgotten. If you would like to get one of these books yourself you can go HERE. And if you don’t care if there are blank pages at the beginning of the book for the next FIVE YEARS and that you will see them EVERY TIME you open the book then you can start today! If not you can jump on the train with me on January 1st. I might even start having a Saturday share day on my blog so that we can stay accountable and share a few laughs, tears and just plain everyday life stuff. Who’s comin’ with me??

Rest in Peace Uncle Lew

2011-06-20T22:46:00.001-05:00

We buried my uncles ashes this weekend at his memorial service the day before Father's Day. There were tears, laughter and lots of love. His spirit lives on in his wife and seven children and will never be forgotten.

My cousin (eldest son) back right

Want to help?

2011-06-16T20:13:00.001-05:00

I am plugging away, planning and making things that will be in my Etsy shop (soon I hope). This week I finished designing my first bag! This is a picture from my cell phone , but I will be posting more official pictures soon with different angles and the interior. Now.... this is where I would love some help.. I need to name my bag! It needs to be a strong but feminine name. I have one in mind that has meaning to me, but I would love to hear your suggestions.

What Love looks like

2011-06-14T12:21:00.001-05:00

Please pray for the Cannon family as they are on their journey to bring home their daughter Dariya. Isn't she adorable???? If you would like to wish them well and let them know you are one of their prayer warriors please drop by their BLOG and leave them a message.

Photo taken from the Cannon's blog

Digital Scrapbooking

2011-06-07T20:51:00.000-05:00

This is my first attempt at digital scrapbooking. I am trying to expand my photography business by offering this service. Who wouldn't want a custom book or thank you card? What do you think?

My favorite one year old

2011-06-05T22:09:00.002-05:00

Mr. Owen had his Birthday bash this weekend! Oh how my heart loves him.

SMarie Handmade camera strap cover......Do you like?

2011-06-02T22:25:00.001-05:00

I am trying out different items for my soon to be Etsy site. This is my first attempt at a camera strap cover. What do you think? I think that I like the overall construction . I may narrow the ends a bit , but the jury is still out. I do however like the fabric choice a lot, so at least I have that going for me. :)

My cousin... the artist

2011-05-31T21:44:00.001-05:00

My cousin Jonathan is probably the most amazing artist I have ever seen. He just completed a mural on the wall of his brother Marc's new baby's room. I think that it goes with the quilt that I made quite nicely don't you? :)

Along with doing murals he also does portraits in which he will paint, sketch, draw etc... to your specifications. I am going to take some pictures of a few of his items to share with you in the next couple of weeks. He took one picture of a small child that was given to him and drew a clown hat, outfit and nose onto the child and I about passed out from the cuteness. If any of this interest you in any way please let me know and I can give you his contact information. You will NOT find more talent and creativity in an individual plus he also happens to have extremely reasonable pricing which I think he should increase for the amount of time and care he puts into his work so you may want to act quickly!

What's up with me?

2011-05-31T14:40:00.002-05:00

A computer virus!!! Trying to clean up and get things back. Good times for Sarah.

Thank you Uncle Lew

2011-05-26T21:49:00.001-05:00

Two weeks ago my Uncle Lew lost his battle with cancer. He was a great uncle, husband and father to seven children. Uncle Lew served 23 years in the US Navy including service in Vietnam. Thank you uncle Lew for serving our country and this weekend I honor and remember you! I love and miss you...

Kansas City Storms

2011-05-25T15:32:00.001-05:00

This is a picture from yesterday of just one of our recent storms in downtown Kansas city around 1 PM. The sirens went off again today and we had to head to the stairwells at work.

What I did this weekend

2011-05-23T09:54:00.004-05:00

Oh my heart!!

I had a newborn session for my cousin Marc and his wife Erin yesterday afternoon. Little Landon is 7 days old today... He is so adorable and I love him to death (even though he peed on me between shots). We also snuck in some family photos and some of Landon with his big brother Austin. Oh and Landon’s Meme’ (my aunt) came by and joined in the fun as well. I will share more once I get them edited. I LOVE my side business.

Trader

2011-05-09T08:22:00.000-05:00

Powerful Truth

2011-05-04T20:10:00.002-05:00

My man

2011-05-03T20:42:00.001-05:00

I post about my volunteer work, Madison and my family but I haven't blogged much about the man in my life. Barry and I have been together for 4 1/2 years and he has brought me so much joy. He has so many of the qualities that I have searched for throughout my life like honesty, integrity, great work ethic and he is phenomenal father as well . Softball season is here and it is something that we look forward to every year (especially Barry :) ). Family time at the ballpark.. This year however we will not be going to as many games because he is playing in the conference and a lot of his games are out of state or they start on Fridays so that pesky job of mine and Madison's school happens to get in the way. Every year the development and growth of his performance during the games never ceases to amaze me. Barry.. my athlete, my best friend and my lifelong partner.

Preview of our Easter

2011-04-26T19:45:00.002-05:00

This is my nephew Jarrin... I am editing my Easter pictures at the moment, but I HAD to share this one right now. Can you believe those eyes??

My little Minnies in action

2011-04-18T22:19:00.000-05:00

As you all know I love kids. You know what else I love? Seeing those wee ones in a SMarie ~ Handmade Minnie Mouse dress! LC and Arina know how to work it, and I am L O V I N G it! Once LC and her brother get better they are going to be models for my site. IF I can stop squeezing on them long enough to take their pictures that is! Thank you Lacey for sending me a picture of your princess so that I could share it with the masses, and thank you Courtney for letting me monopolize on your children's pure cuteness once they get to feeling better. Oh...and Lacey, I can't wait to see Ms. Thing and Mr. Thing in the wonderful world of Disney sporting their matching duds so you better take tons of pictures!

( do you guys hear that?? Yes, it is my womb aching for a baby)

Tax returns

2011-04-16T13:06:00.001-05:00

I finally made up my mind on what I wanted to get with my tax returns. I have a pitiful collection of cookware but I love to cook. I have had to move more times in my life then I would like to admit and unfortunately I have lost a lot of things over the years. Currently I have two pots and two pans all which are pretty dang bad. SO... I was going to get a 5.5 quart round Le Creuset dutch oven for something fresh and fabulous!

BUT.... Kittie had a different idea. Kittie decided that she needed to get a urinary tract infection. So $272 later I have antibiotics and a cat on the mend but no Le Creuset dutch oven. But with a face like this I can't stay upset for too long. And she was a very well behaved patient for the doctor. Poor thing had to get urine extracted with a needle because peeing in a cup was not an option. What a good little girl...

Something old and something blue

2011-04-05T21:58:00.000-05:00

I am traveling to the 1950's anyone want to come? I purchased this dress last week and I haven't stopped smiling. I don't buy myself things very often so I am going to hold onto the joy for a while.

Pictures from Ebay seller

I am saving this dress for something special.......

Warm yellow time machine

2011-04-01T21:22:00.000-05:00

I have always felt like I should have been born in a different era. Before cell phones, before computers, before there was a TV in every room of the house. The days when life was a little slower, but a beautiful slow like a trickling mountain stream. Simpler times, evening strolls after dinner with no fear, sitting on your front porch on a summer night with the neighbors sipping tea. I can't go to those times, or can I? It may just be clothing, but for some reason it makes me take a deep breath and a smile creeps onto my face every time I put on a piece of vintage clothing.

Recently my mom gave me a coat that she received in the 60's from my meme', it was actually the last coat that her mother bought for her. My meme died when I was almost three years old so I don't have any memories of her, well let me take that back..I have memories but I don't know if they are stories I was told or if they are things that my little two year old brain held onto. Now I have the coat, the coat that is the color of the sun and every time I put it on I feel my mom's and my memes arms around me. This coat is warm, it is fun and it is my time machine.

Aunt Ann (moms sister) and me in my yellow time machine

Disclaimer: I was tired because I had been up all night finishing a baby quilt that I will show you this weekend, so please just look at my beautiful aunt and the coat... Thank you.

Kirill's Story

2011-03-30T20:57:00.003-05:00

Post taken directly from the blog of Pudge & Biggs

Perhaps you've already heard the story of Kirill...

...it's the story of a family who raised thousands of dollars and crossed an ocean to tell a little boy locked away in a big building that he was worthy of time in the sun.

It's the story of a boy waiting for years to feel the arms of a momma around him and melting into a new warm happy when they finally arrived.

Take a minute and watch the miracle yourself...

It's the story of a family that raised thousands of dollars and crossed an ocean and scooped up an angel and asked to take him home.

It's the story of a family who heard the word NO.

It's the story of a judge who said NO because Kirill had Down syndrome and, therefore, did not deserve his time in the sun.

You can read his whole story here...

Checkbooks can't solve this one.

No fundraisers are applicable here.

In order for Kirill to come home with the family that has taken on the world to hold him in their arms, the judicial decision-makers in Kirill's country must have a dramatic change of heart.

I only know one department to go to with that request.

Please pray for Kirill today...for his safe-keeping and compassionate care as decisions are made on his behalf.

Please pray for the heart of the judge who said NO because Kirill is NOT the only child with Down syndrome being adopted out of the district she resides over.

Pray for continued courage in hearts that are breaking.

Pray for hearts to be employed in making decisions where reason has only been called upon before.

Pray for a break in the dark and for whispers of mercy to illuminate the clear place Kirill holds in the family that has found him.

Please pray for sun.

Heartstring friends

2011-03-28T21:44:00.001-05:00

These are just a few of my friends that work for Heartstrings Community Foundation. I volunteer for this awesome organization and look forward to visiting everyone when I do. I recently took pictures to update their website and posters and I wanted to share a few of them with you today and I will share a few more with you later in the week. Check out this website to read more. We also have the annual Spring Gala coming up.. I volunteer my photography services every year and get to shake rattle and roll during the dance at the end of the event. I can't wait!

Who kicked butt at State?

2011-03-28T13:53:00.000-05:00

Maddie did! Way to go girlie!!

I pull muscles just watching her perform.

Coming soon! I can't wait to share what I've been doing..

2011-03-22T11:12:00.000-05:00

Reminder of Drawings for Dariya

2011-03-15T12:38:00.002-05:00

Please don't forget that I am having drawings for those who donate to Dariya on the sidebar of my blog. Email me or leave me a comment after you make your donation and let me know which item you would like to be entered to win... the Dress?.... Photo session for locals?.... or the OPI set... Remember that the dress is custom so it comes in MANY colors and styles including the Minnie dress. Let's get this baby home to her family people!!

Sarah: brums1175@gmail.com

Please pray

2011-03-11T15:28:00.001-06:00

Please join me in praying for the lives lost in Japan and for those who are left behind. This video seems like something out of a horror movie and was very difficult for me to watch. I can't even begin to imagine....

Lord Jesus please place your loving hands on those in Japan and guide them on this difficult journey. Please comfort them in this time of need and show them your light. amen.

Pink Ribbon Tournament

2011-03-09T20:34:00.003-06:00

This past weekend Madison had a gymnastics meet "Pink Ribbon". The pink ribbon tournament is to remember and honor those who have fought breast cancer. Madison made the choice to honor a teacher at her school which made me so proud ( of course she always makes me proud ). She works so hard and the hard work really shows when she competes! I made around 53 ribbons for her gym and it was worth every minute that I put into the project. In a week and a half we are headed to State in Wichita and this will be the last meet of the year. Then onto Barry's softball.. I enjoy being the spectator to cheer them both on!

Sister/Brother set...... Complete!

2011-03-08T19:53:00.002-06:00

I finished Jace's shirt so that he could be stylin' with his sister. I can't wait to get these on my little models! I also made LC some matching hair accessories for her piggies (but they are a work in progress). What do you think?

Table runner

2011-03-05T12:15:00.001-06:00

In January I finished this table runner for a friend at works birthday. I have to switch up my crafting so that I keep my mojo flowing. I have three dresses, a T-shirt applique', a baby quilt, burp rags, a checkbook cover and a purse to make by Easter. Wish me luck!

M.I.N.N.I.E ...... M....O...U...S....E...

2011-03-02T21:55:00.002-06:00

Rochelle you are correct! I just completed a Minnie Mouse dress especially for Ms. L.C. and I wanted to share it with ya'll. Now I can finish up on her brothers matching attire. What do you think?

Getting closer

2011-03-02T11:58:00.000-06:00

Any guesses yet on what I am making??

(cell phone picture disclaimer)

2011-03-01T12:00:00.000-06:00

THE SITUATION

In Washington , DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule.

About 4 minutes later:

The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.

At 6 minutes:

A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again.

At 10 minutes:

A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly.

At 45 minutes:

The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while. About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32.

After 1 hour:

He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all.

No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music.

This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people's priorities.

This experiment raised several questions:

● In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty?

● If so, do we stop to appreciate it?

● Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context?

One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this:

If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made. How many other things are we missing as we rush through life???

Just something to think about ........

God is good!

2011-03-01T11:56:00.001-06:00

The family that I asked you guys to pray for yesterday made their choice. They found out that they are having a little boy and will be keeping him no matter what! The specialist stated that they will not know 100% for sure if the baby has DS for a couple more days but he is going to be allowed to live. There is power in prayer, and I want to thank everyone that took time out of their day to lift this family up. Did I mention that God is good??

A sneak peak into one of my current projects

2011-03-01T10:32:00.000-06:00

Any guesses??

(cell phone picture disclaimer)

Life

2011-02-28T12:43:00.000-06:00

I am writing this post because of pain, pain for the unborn. I am not judging because that is not my job nor condemning because that is not my place either but I am struggling. This post may anger those who disagree with my beliefs but they are mine and I have every right to discuss them so if you are Pro-Choice please stop reading if you do not wish to hear them. There is a woman that I personally do not know going through a large spectrum of emotions currently. This woman recently found out that she is four months pregnant. Being so far along she and her husband rushed to the doctor to get a sonogram because the baby hasn’t had any prenatal care. During the sonogram the doctor noticed markers, markers for down syndrome. In the state that the woman lives they will do an abortion up to the fifth month for “birth defects”. Fast forward to today…today is the judgement day to determine if her baby will be allowed to live. Due to that extra chromosome this baby , the child growing in her womb has been deemed unwanted. Reasons have flown, the main one being money. I immediately emailed a friend to get information, the information that this woman needed to read before she made this decision, a decision that may affect her and her husband for the rest of their lives. Adoption, what a beautiful choice. If you cannot afford to have a child that may need more than you can give there are hundreds that can. Why? Why Lord do people murder the unborn because they are not perfect in their eyes? This baby is perfect in Gods eyes because he does not make mistakes, this child was created exactly how he or she was supposed to be. I emailed this birth story and this blog as well as the adoption information to hopefully show her the love that her unborn child could and deserves to have. Please pray with me today, pray for this husband and wife to heal the emotional pain that they are going through and pray that God speaks to this family and this perfectly created child is saved.

“Everyone is responsible for his life before God who has given it to him. It is God who remains the sovereign Master of life. We are obliged to accept life gratefully and preserve it for his honor and the salvation of our souls. We are stewards, now owners, of the life God has entrusted to us. It is not ours to dispose of.”

Drawing #3 for Dariya

2011-02-28T08:41:00.001-06:00

I was going to take a picture myself, but I saw this one online and thought that OPI wouldn't mind so I "borrowed" it. I purchased this package over the weekend for one of Dariya's drawings because spring is right around the corner and we must have nice feet. I also purchased a travel size lotion as well which will be part of this drawing. The inside of the bag has pockets and elastic holdings for more polish and it retails for around $26.00 but the products purchased separately retail for $35-40! Please send me an email or leave a comment after you donate if you would like to be entered to win this bag and its belongings!

Reminder of rules for the drawings

2011-02-24T17:11:00.003-06:00

1) leave a comment (after making a donation) for the item you wish to receive under that item's post
2) if mailing a check email me for my address (still leave a comment) or Reece's Rainbow's address below
3) if you don't have a blogger account email me the item and I will put your name in the bucket (after making a donation)

That is it! three rules... If you do not leave me a comment then I don't know what item that you want. If you have already donated and would like to be entered please email me at brums1175@gmail.com to let me know which drawing you would like to be a part of. Thank again for being a part of bringing this beautiful baby home to her parents and siblings.

~Cash or personal check donations can be given to me personally or for it to be tax deductible send directly to Reece's Rainbow at:

Reece's Rainbow

PO Box 4024

Gaithersburg, MD 20885

***Make sure you put "Jason & Rochelle Cannon - Dariya" in the memo section so it gets to their account.

Drawings.....

2011-02-24T12:37:00.004-06:00

I am finalizing some of the other items for Dariyas drawings which will be posted this weekend, as well as working on some non-handmade items too so stay tuned. The Cannon's are also doing some drawings to bring their daughter home so please stop by their blog and get entered before the deadline is up because there are some UH-mazing items! (ahem: iPad, bling, and $$$... nuf said)

Drawing #2 for Dariya

2011-02-14T21:22:00.002-06:00

I will be giving away a custom dress with the fabric of your choice to the winner of this drawing. The dress comes in sizes 6 months to a girls size 14. I also make another version of this design as a top if you prefer. I will be throwing in two hair accessories to polish off the look as well. :) Once again if you do not wish to make your donation using the button on the side of my blog you can mail me a check just shoot me an email for my address. With Easter and Spring right around the corner this would be perfect for the little girl in your life! Thank you again to those who have donated to the Cannons as it will be greatly appreciated.. Let's get this baby home!!!

Drawing #1 for Dariya

2011-02-11T13:18:00.002-06:00

The first drawing to raise money for Dariya is a mini photography session. You will get a mini session including the sitting fee worth $50, an 8x10 ($20) two 5x7's ($24) and 8 wallets ($12). If you do not have a blogger account send me an email once you make your donation at photosbysarahmarie@gmail.com to let me know that you would like to be entered! If you are not local (Kansas City area) I will be having other drawings that you may be interested in coming up soon so make sure to keep checking my blog. I look forward to hearing from you and the Cannon's look forward to your donation.

Day one for Dariya

2011-02-10T22:36:00.000-06:00

At the end of day one the generous donations have totaled $255 and that does not include the checks that are being mailed to me!

Thank you God for those who have donated what they can to the Cannon family and please bestow faith and peace in the hearts of those who are still considering what to give. I am not a monetarily wealthy person nor have I ever been, but I give what I can because I know that my wonderful and awesome God will provide. One person told me "I can only do $5.00 and that's not worth it". Really?? If 20 people have that same mentality then that is $100 that will not make it to get sweet Dariya home. If you cannot support this family with a donation then pray for them, pray for the caregivers taking care of their child in the orphanage, pray for Dariya...there is power in prayer and I promise that someone is listening.

Let the heavens be glad and let the earth rejoice; and let men say among the nations, The Lord reigns!
1 Chronicles 16: 31

Dariya

2011-02-10T12:46:00.005-06:00

I have been following the Cannon's blog for a couple years now after briefly meeting them through friends Courtney and Justin at the KC Buddy walk. My heart was filled with so much excitement and joy for them when I discovered their new venture. The Cannon's are adopting a beautiful little girl from Eastern Europe and they are needing our help. I have set my personal fundraising goal at $2,000 to help this family but I am praying for much, much more because they need $16,000!! I have asked for help from a couple of my blogging friends who have a large following to help spread the word through twitter, facebook and their blog because I personally don't see a lot of traffic. With the support of these kind traffic "cops" directing people to my blog I hope to see the blessing pour in for the Cannon's. Every dollar gets the family one step closer to bringing Dariya home so please give what you can... We are currently at $20.... The donation button is on the right hand of my blog and is securely done through paypal for your generous gifts.

Hebrews 13:16
And don't forget to do good and to share with those in need. These are the sacrifices that please God.

Please keep following my blog because I am also going to donate some of my SMarie~ Handmade items early next week and have a drawing to coincide with the paypal donations. Please, please, please....give, give, give... Her mommy, daddy, brother , sister and extended family are ready for her to be home and in their loving arms.

Cold weather = sewing

2011-02-02T15:56:00.001-06:00

I am currently working on a few sewing projects and having a blast! I have enlisted three models to strut their stuff once I am done. I wanted to show you model #1's dress that I just completed last night. I still have model 1's hair accessory to make her outfit complete . Then I will be moving onto #2 and #3's attire once I get their measurements (ahem) from their mommy. Please give me feedback as I post these handmade creations because I love to get outside opinions of my labors of love..

Madison

2011-01-27T18:58:00.001-06:00

Gymnastics has been underway during these frigid winter months and Madison has been rockin' it! She is such a hard worker and has been doing awesome at the meets. We also found out this week that she will be taking pre-algebra next year in junior high due to her fabulous grades. I am truly blessed to have been given the opportunity to be a part of raising this little girl who is maturing into quite the beautiful young lady. God is good!

Why am I an advocate?

2011-01-05T12:41:00.004-06:00

Everyone has the ability to help. With faith God will always provide. If you can't adopt you could donate, volunteer, pray. I am NOT okay with not doing anything, are you?

My mom's Christmas gift

2010-12-28T20:37:00.004-06:00

I am still working on finishing my mom's Christmas gift.. I know, I know, but she has seen this picture so she knows what is coming. I am also working on pillow cases and throw pillows as well. What do you think?

(pictures and long arm quilting by Natalia Bonner)

Still praying

2010-12-21T19:56:00.001-06:00

I know that I don't blog enough to have a following of readers. However I am still holding onto the hope that a few see my last post. It is never too late to give.

Reaching out... and a giveaway

2010-12-16T12:50:00.009-06:00

Due to my work with Heartstrings Community Foundation, and my love for children I try to be involved in making a difference. I see firsthand at HCF what a difference that involvement can make and it really warms my heart. I have been a supporter of Reece’s Rainbow for a couple of years now as well and they are an organization that helps connect mommy’s and daddies to the children that God meant for them to have. These children are orphans in other countries and these children all have special needs. Did you know that there are 143 million orphans in the world and every two seconds another child becomes an orphan? The statistics make my heart ache for all of these babies that have never known a mother or fathers love and may never know .

There are many children that tug at my heart on this website, however I am currently advocating for the children that are approaching the age of five. At five years old the children in almost all of these orphanages go to a mental institution to live the rest of their lives alone, some in cribs too small for them to stretch out and a big majority of them are tied to these cribs with no human contact except for when the workers at the mental institution decide to change their diapers every couple of days or so, I won’t elaborate. Only a very small amount are blessed enough to be able to stay at the baby house after that age. It is easy for all of us to delete emails and make it all go away because you can’t handle the truth or hurt that you feel for these orphans, but it is not that easy for these children. They have a harsh reality that they live with day in and day out that won’t go away until MAYBE someday a mommy or daddy comes to rescue them.

There are a lot of families out there that would love to bring these children home however they do not qualify because of income qualifications, or they do not have the estimated 20k that it takes to get their babies back to this country and into a loving and safe home. Let me repeat myself there is NO shortage of people wanting to adopt these children just a lack of funds. This is where Reece’s Rainbow come in… You can go to their page and donate any amount to any of these children. Right now if you donate $35 or more you receive a Christmas ornament with the picture of the orphan that you are helping. I donate each month to different children but there is a little girl named Olga who is facing the institution , and she is the one that I have made the choice to sponsor during Christmas after seeing her on a blog that I follow. The goal is to get 20k and soon so that this little girl isn’t lost forever. Will you join me in helping Olga come home? Every dollar could make a huge difference, and I have always felt that a small sacrifice on our end could mean life (at least a life worth living) or death to one of these children.

Please email me or make a comment on my blog if you donate to Olga or one of the other angels on this site by the end of January. If I see enough involvement I will be giving away a 42x42 inch lap quilt that I will make after the drawing so that the winner can choose the colors of the fabrics. If you would like to forward this onto your friends and family they can be entered in the drawing as well just make sure that they email me once they have donated and to which child.

http://reecesrainbow.org/sponsorship/angeltree2010/angeltreesponsorpage

There is also a giveaway on this amazing blog that started the journey to save Olga but it ends at midnight today!

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and hopefully taking the time to donate to one of these beautiful children.

"One hundred years from now, it will not matter what kind of car I drove, how much I had in my bank account, or what my clothes looked like. But the world may be a little better because I was important in the life of a child." -unknown

2010-11-28T11:42:00.006-06:00

600 choir members surprised the shoppers at Macy's. You can read the story here

How amazing... I love CHRISTmas time...

My 1st baby quilt

2010-10-31T13:27:00.003-05:00

In my previous post I mentioned that I had finished one of the two quilts I have started. This quilt was given to someone that I work with a month ago right before they welcomed Madison Avery into the world. I knew the nursery was decorated in pinks, greens and browns so I had to find the perfect fabric. I finally found the fabric online and of course production of the print had been stopped. Well.. long story short I got all of the fabric I needed from four different online quilt shops. I keep going back to another quilt that I am working on and I have started a third one for Christmas. I'll have to share as they get completed..

What do you think?

2010-10-30T17:58:00.005-05:00

I have recently acquired a sewing machine and so far I have completed five things. First I made two pillow cases for Madison one with gymnastics and one with Halloween fabric. Then I started two small quilts, I got one finished and I keep going back to the other one because it isn't quite right yet. And finally I am trying to do fun things with little clothing. PLEASE keep in mind that I have not attempted anything like this before and they were made with love so be nice...please.

I made this first...

Then I decided that his sister needed a matching outfit....

I hope that they like them and I can't wait to actually see them on the little cuties!

Madison's 5th grade music program

2010-10-28T21:12:00.007-05:00

Madison had her 5th grade music program tonight. Each of the students got to choose what rock star they wanted to be and I MAY or may not have pushed for Madonna. Cone boob Madonna was not appropriate and so we went for the 80's Madge (before she was Madge and before she had freaky man arms). We also saw Elvis, Michael Jackson, Taylor Swift and a hand full of rappers. I had an um... oh dear moment when I saw a glimpse of Barry and I's future with "Madison the teenager". On Halloween she will be sporting some footie pajamas and a pacifier to be "baby Madison" so all will be well with the world.

Pioneer woman's rolls

2010-10-18T21:32:00.013-05:00

My friend Megan and I read the Pioneer woman's blog at lot. I go there at least twice a day to make sure that I don't miss anything and one of these days I will win something! Anyway.. on Sunday we decided to make her cinnamon rolls and her chocolate chip sweet rolls. Both recipes use her sweet roll dough so we had that all figured out. HOWEVER we went back and forth about how many rolls that one batch of dough makes. Just so that you know one batch of dough makes TWO batches of rolls. Of course we didn't know that and made two batches of dough which of course makes FOUR batches or rolls. Needless to say we now have 22 pans of rolls between the two of us. It is guaranteed that if you see me in the next two weeks you will get a pan of these yummy morsels.

The above picture is the beginning stages of a very messy kitchen ( I love Megan's counter tops )
Here is my first attempt at rolling up the dough... Next time I will put the dough in the fridge overnight to make it easier to handle. The flippin' stuff kept rising as I was rolling. Load of crud I tell ya!

This is my friend Megan... Her heart is as beautiful as she is..

This is the start of a very good thing. The chocolate chip sweet rolls will make your toes curl and your eyes roll back into your head.

Megan's son Owen helped as well. Babies make my alarm clock go off because I am way past the ticking. Here are a couple of other little one's that make my alarm sound as well. Oh Lord help me!

Here are the finished Cinnamon rolls with cream cheese frosting. My lips thank you Mr. Cinnamon roll, but my thighs and buttocks do not. Did I mention if you see me soon that these will be yours? Oh please take them my friends.... (my thighs and buttocks will thank you.. oh and so will Mr. Tummy)

Did I mention that we made 22 pans??????????

If you would like the recipes please go HERE for the cinnamon rolls and HERE for the chocolate chip sweet rolls. And she used to cook them at 400 but now she does 375, which worked perfect for us! Please grab a friend and make a play date to make these rolls. You will thank me... I promise!

The Recipe

2010-10-16T23:09:00.005-05:00

Be prepared to eat at least 4-5 pieces before you let anyone else near the cake. Consider yourself warned.... It is moist, delicious and makes me think of my mom and the wonderful little town that I grew up in. When I was there I couldn't wait to get out, and now I think back about how truly peaceful it really was. Football games on a Friday night ARE better in a small town. When everyone that drives by you waives it WILL cheer you up on a bad day. 5 am on a Saturday is NOT early when you know that you will be spending all day with your dad spending quality time shooting at some birds. Freshman year in high school IS better when you find out that your big brother who always picks on you is your best friend and protector. Appreciate what you have on a daily basis and thank you for listening to my warm fuzzy memories. Oh and enjoy the cake!

If you use an airbake sheet cake pan it take about five minutes longer (per mom)

Mix:
4 eggs
1 2/3 cups sugar
1 cup oil
1 can pumpkin

~mix the above and set aside

Mix:
2 cups flour
2 tsp. baking powder
2 tsp. cinnamon
1 tsp. salt
1 tsp. soda

Mix together all of the dry ingredients ( I use my mixer on low ) then add the wet ingredients. DO NOT GREASE THE PAN. Now pour the mixture into your sheet cake/jelly roll pan. Put in a pre-heated 350 degree oven. Bake for 25-30 min, but please do yourself a favor and check at 25 minutes because nobody likes an overcooked cake. I use the good ol' toothpick trick to make sure it comes out clean just like mom.

Frosting:
Room temperature 3 oz cream cheese, room temperature 1/2 cup oleo (margarine), 1 tsp vanilla. It may take two or more cups of powdered sugar..go slow as you beat it together. The longer you beat the creamier it gets. Put it on a COOLED cake

recipe coming today

2010-10-12T08:24:00.005-05:00

My mom's pumpkin bar recipe is coming later this afternoon. Our Internet has been down all weekend, but should be up tonight. I am going to try and do a picture tutorial this weekend but I feel as if you need to know the details now. I am on my work computer (shhh) so I will be back at lunch with the goods.

My mom's pumpkin bar recipe

2010-10-07T13:31:00.002-05:00

Coming soon...

I will be whipping up a batch of my mom's pumpkin bars this weekend and I am warning you now that you WILL fall in love. With the bars, not me... well maybe me because I gave you the recipe for the bars.. oh never mind. Anywho. They are moist, delicious and pumpkin (oh how I love pumpkin). And there is cream cheese frosting of course that makes me swoon. Do people even say swoon anymore? Wow I need a nap.

A mini documentary

2010-10-03T22:23:00.000-05:00

The awareness this month is on the abilities of those born with Down Syndrome, not their disabilities. I really wish that we could inject a little of that extra chromosome into more people on this earth. Could you imagine how wonderful of a world that would be?

More alike than different

2010-10-02T10:38:00.003-05:00

This month is Down Syndrome Awareness month. I volunteer and am on one of the committees for Heartstrings Community Foundation. This is an organization that employees developmentally disabled adults and gives everyone the opportunity that they deserve. I have become very close to a lot of the people that work at Heartstrings and they constantly amaze me with their generosity and friendship. I feel extremely lucky to have them in my life. A few of my friends at Heartstrings were blessed with a little something extra and this is the month to be aware that we are more alike than different.

Oh baby!

2010-09-09T21:27:00.005-05:00

This recent photo session played havoc on my "baby clock". I'm pretty sure that you can hear it ticking from your house right now. Listen closely... Yes that is me.

Madison's 11th Birthday

2010-08-23T20:31:00.002-05:00

How is she 11?? Madison recently had her 11th birthday party. Of course it was a Twilight theme because she..ahem.. loves Edward. Just so that everyone knows there are NO Twilight cake decorations (or at least I couldn't find them) so I improvised. I don't think that I will be getting a job at a cake shop anytime soon, but she liked it and that is all that matters.

Please notice the use of cell phones in the picture. One friend has the right side angle taking a video with her phone while Maddie gets a video of herself blowing out the candles on hers. What you don't see is one of the other little girls getting a video from the other side of the table. I couldn't help but laugh as I was taking the pictures. Oh to be 11 again....

Madison's first day of school

2010-08-23T20:28:00.004-05:00

Madison started 5th grade last week! I can't believe that she will be starting Junior High next year... Where in the heck has the time went? I came into her life when she was 6 and starting 1st grade and that seems like yesterday. I can't wait to see what this year brings......

My sister's family

2010-07-14T19:36:00.007-05:00

I went home to visit my family last weekend and during my visit we did a little photo shoot. After we took the family picture we went downtown to do the kids individual shots. These are just a few of the images that I captured. Aren't they cute??

my cousin Marc's wedding

2010-07-01T19:07:00.006-05:00

The last of my baby cousins got married this weekend. I wish him a world of joy and happiness!

Owen is here!!

2010-05-29T22:01:00.005-05:00

He is so handsome!

My friend Megan and her husband Colby are doing great as well. They are so proud of their new bundle of joy and are ready to get him home. I have a feeling that he will be spoiled will all kinds of love and attention. I can't wait to be a part of it!

Owen is almost here!

2010-05-16T21:26:00.002-05:00

One of my closest friends is due on May 28th and I can barely stand it. I can't wait to meet him and tell him how lucky he is to have Megan and Colby as his parents. Hurry up Owen!!

Heartstrings Community Foundation

2010-04-21T20:21:00.010-05:00

I volunteer for an organization called Heartstrings and love every minute of it! Heartstrings Community Foundation is a local business that employs developmentally disabled adults and assists them in living independent and productive lives. I knew a few friends that worked there before I started voluntering but have met many more . Please check out their website to learn more about this awesome group. If you would like to learn more about volunteering or donating to the organization please let me know as well because we are currently planning different fundrasing events and would love to have you there! Oh.. and if you would like to learn more about a goodie deliver team at your place of employment let me know.

Today we had a photoshoot of the goodie delivery team that comes to my work every Wednesday. I will be taking more of the rest of the employess but I wanted to share a few of these images with you now. (back row: Rita and Pat front row: Jack and Erin)

Let me introduce you to Erin . Erin is a sweetheart and has the most beautiful smile. Her giggle is so contagious I look forward to it every week.

This gentleman is Pat. Everyone looks forward to seeing Pat every week because of his big smile and amazing complements.

This young lady is Rita. Ms. Rita is very eager to help and suggests some awesome treats. (unfortunatly I can not say no to these treats and my thighs are the proof left behind...speaking of behind... it is proof as well)

We are currently trying to find walkers/runners to sign up for the Hospital Hill Run. If you would like to sign up to walk/run for Heartstrings, or support one of the current runners with a donation it would be greatly appriciated. You can contact me via email at brums1175@gmail.com .

Easter

2010-04-08T19:05:00.003-05:00

We had a wonderful Easter... Easter baskets, Mass to celebrate the risen Lord, egg hunting and a BBQ. Madison thought that the bunny didn't make it this year, but finally found her basket behind the TV stand so all was well. I would post images of the basket hunting but the "pajamas" she wore that night were not appropriate for posting. We actually dyed the eggs after lunch instead of early this year... Maddie just "loves" the vinegar smell in the coloring. Why do I feel the need to "keep" "doing" "this"? See the framed picture of us on the mantle? It was our first Easter together, and this is our 4th.. I look forward to many more. Thank you Lord for all that you have done and given for us.

I'll call soon

2010-03-29T20:08:00.006-05:00

I'll call soon. How many times have we said those words? Those words are making me ache, those words are making me cry over and over, those words...

Six years ago I was in the mortgage industry. I was approached by a company to have my own office in Manhattan, Ks. and get so much business I wouldn't know what to do with. The company had signed a contract with some builders in a neighboring town with a Military base. At that time the base was expanding with thousands of soldiers pouring in and of course they were going to need housing. I was so excited! I was going to have this business to get me going while I built relationships with Realtors. I was going to have this business to pay off my past and the poor decisions I had made along the way. This was finally it for me, something was going to finally work out.

And so I began my search for the perfect office suite.... I found it! It had two big windows and it's own bathroom... bonus. I asked if I could paint the walls because the stark white staring back at me didn't feel very welcoming. I wanted my clients to feel at home and relaxed while making all of the important choices refinancing or buying that home that they had wanted for so long. Cafe' au lait! perfect! I spent a day getting it just right, re-arranging my desk and waiting.

The day I finished painting my office I was told that the "contract" didn't happen and I was going to have to try and start from scratch...just me...no help. I remember sitting there that day thinking what have I done? I quit my job, my hourly comfortable, every two weeks a check in my account job? And I cried.. a lot. Half way through that day I looked up and saw Jerry.

Jerry was the Farmers insurance guy across the hall. He had beautiful white hair and a smile...oh that smile it would light up a room. Jerry also made one mean cup of coffee. Half calf half decaf Caines coffee. He asked me if I would like a cup and of course I really needed a drink, but since it was 11am I decided the caffeine would have to do the trick. I sat in his office and we instantly became friends.

Throughout the next few months Jerry saw me cry quite a few more times and he would just smile that smile and tell me a story about his life to cheer me up. Stories about when he was a professional pool player and then Jerry told me about when he found Christ and how good it felt, and how real it felt. He would pray with me, and for me and it felt good. I drank a lot more coffee than I should have, but it gave me an excuse to sit and talk about anything with Jer. And when I would leave to walk across the hall he would always say... no matter what I do know one thing. You are lookin' ,sharp, sharp, sharp.

After the last empty promise from my company slipped through the cracks, I picked myself up and moved out of my office. I would still talk to Jerry, but our talks got further and further apart. The last time I talked to Jerry was around eight or nine months ago. Today I tried to call his office and a woman answered the phone. I asked for Jerry and she put me on hold. After a few minutes she came back and asked me if I had an insurance question, and I said no I just noticed Jerry's name wasn't on my statements anymore. She paused and said I am sorry but he passed away right before Christmas. I couldn't get any words to come out, only tears. She said she was sorry that I had to find out that way. I said thank you and goodbye.

I walked out of my office and drove home. My heart hurts I can't stop crying and I am tired. But one thing keeps popping into my head and that is the last time that Jerry and I talked. I had to call about an insurance question...we talked for around half an hour but I had to get back to work. Jerry said it's okay kid I know you are busy but there is one thing for sure... I bet you are lookin' sharp, sharp, sharp.. I giggled and said I wished we could talk longer and I'll call soon.

I'll call soon...I'll call soon... soon never happened. What a way to learn a lesson.

Make those calls, tell them how much you care, how much they mean to you.

And Jerry, please look down and know how much you meant to me and I know one thing for sure... You are up in Heaven lookin' sharp, sharp, sharp.

Neglect

2010-03-19T13:50:00.005-05:00

I have been neglecting this blog. But I do have a couple of new images on my photography blog. You'll have to let me know what you think.

Quotes

2010-02-23T09:58:00.004-06:00

I wanted to share a few quotes with you today that inspire me.

God promises a safe landing... not a calm passage ~ Author unknown

All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Never get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life.~ Author unknown

It's better to be hated for who you are than liked for who you're not.~ Author unknown

Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world. Albert Einstein

Land of OZ Invitational

2010-02-21T17:46:00.010-06:00

Madison is having so much fun competing this year in gymnastics and we are having a lot of fun watching her as well. There was a lot of stiff competition but she ended up doing really good. She received a medal in all four events and finished 2nd in all around. We are so proud of her and all of her hard work.

Photography and a re-birth

2010-02-15T12:01:00.015-06:00

I have recently started a new photography blog and photography business. I am feeling a re-birth. I have always loved taking pictures and used to do it "back in the day" with my Nikon 35mm film camera. Well, a long story later ( that I don't want to get a finger cramp typing about) my love has returned to me in the form of a Canon from my human love Barry. Capturing life's moments is such a beautiful thing and reviewing the pictures during the editing process brings happiness and peace to my soul. The little wrinkles on a babies foot, the messy face of a little one enjoying a snack, the tears of joy when a groom first sees his bride coming down the isle ... I could go on and on... It has really made me slow down to appreciate everything that God has granted me, and for this I am truly thankful.

My website ( www.photographybysarahmarie.com ) will not be published for a few more months but I am currently taking appointments. I can be contacted via email: photosbysarahmarie@gmail.com. I look forward to hearing from you!

Praying for Jace

2010-02-02T21:50:00.004-06:00

Baby Jace is going in for open heart surgery tomorrow morning around 6:30am. Please pray for the doctors doing his surgery and a speedy recovery for this beautiful baby.

Gymnastics

2010-01-25T21:11:00.011-06:00

Madison competed at her 3rd gymnastics tournament this weekend and we all had so much fun. I have loved gymnastics since I was young but we never had it available in my small town so now I can live vicariously through my little girl. As long as Mady is having fun the scores really don't mean that much to us but she has been doing so good.. The look on her face when she gets a medal or a ribbon is worth a million dollars. This weekend she got 9.1 on Vault, 9.15 bars, 9.5 beam and a 9.6 on the floor! She ended up finishing 1st in all-around...I don't think that smile left her face until she hit the pillow on Saturday night.

The one arm "salute" cracked Barry and I up. She told us it was because she didn't want to disturb the ribbon. How cute is that!

Coach Tom giving advice....

There is that beautiful smile!

Mady wants me to let you know that I caught her on the downward side of the leap :) I ended up taking videos of each event with my camera so I only got warming up pictures but next weekend I hope to get more still shots of her routines. I am so excited for her and all of the fun she is having! I feel so blessed to be able to share these moments.

Disclaimer**** We are only allowed to take pictures with NO FLASH***

My new Camera

2010-01-05T18:17:00.011-06:00

So I finally got the camera that I have been wanting for quite a while! Barry was very good to me this Christmas. It will be phenomenal to have it for all of Madison's gymnastics's meets and Barry's softball games. I want to make sure to preserve as many memories as I possibly can. Years ago I fell in love with taking pictures and used to do it for friends and family but my technology started to lack and I had to stop for a while. Now that I have my Canon I can proceed with my love once again. I took a TON of pictures this last weekend while I was back home and I would love to share some of them with you. The subject: Jarrin ( my nephew ). He made my job so easy with those amazing eyes! I will try to share more of my photos once my edits are complete.

Madison's gymnastics

2009-12-14T16:35:00.004-06:00

UPDATE: Madison has been doing gymnastics for the last year. The last two weekends she has had tournaments, her first tournaments...ever. She did so AWESOME! I am still getting pictures and video's ready but I will be posting them soon. She got five medals at each tournament! At this rate we are going to have to buy a pretty big curio cabinet in order to keep everything displayed. Ten medals in two weeks! Barry and I are so proud of her.

Usborne books

2009-12-14T16:18:00.004-06:00

Hello friends!

For all of you that may have little ones on your Christmas list… You are invited to an Usborne Books eShow to explore the world of Usborne Books. A child's interest in reading and learning is stimulated by the lavish illustrations and informative content. There are over 1300 bright, colorful and fun titles covering activities, puzzles and a wide range of subjects for children of all ages.

Usborne Books - the books kids love to read!

Hosted by: Sarah Brumfield
Place: www.ubah.com/HOS165475
When: Today thru 12/21/2009 11:59:00 PM

Everyone is welcome, so invite a friend.

It's a rewarding experience when a child opens a book and discovers the magic of reading.

Good children's literature appeals not only to
the child in the adult, but to the adult in the child.
~ Anonymous ~

Yes it is a commercial, Yes it made me cry

2009-12-14T14:25:00.001-06:00

I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING

2009-12-03T09:48:00.003-06:00